Tuesday, July 30, 2013

aftermath

OK, on my last blog, secret... Well still hasn't happen yet. And now i am thinking the only logically to do is make an appointment and find out what is going on. I guess no one wants to give me advice. 
i can't turn to my family, i'm not ready for that... Not until i know for sure what is going on. But once i get the word, the only person i want to tell is my boyfriend Javier, I don't like keeping secrets from him, but i also don't want to tell him until i know for sure. " I be really happy with this news, "  Sometimes i question myself if i am going to be a good parent. I would love to be... i actually want to experience that. i feel relax, but not feeling well... 
to be continue....